Imagine Person A has a crush on Person B, but Person B doesn’t know and has a crush on someone else. Person B vents their frustrations about their unrequited crush to Person A all the time. After a particularly long rant, Person B goes “You just don’t know how bad it hurts to like someone so much and for them to have no idea how you feel”. Person A looks at them with a sad smile and says “No, I guess I don’t.”
Dick= person B Reader = Person A Imagine Reader has a crush on Dick, but Dick doesn’t know and has a crush on someone else. Dick vents their frustrations about their unrequited crush to Reader all the time. After a particularly long rant, Dick goes “You just don’t know how bad it hurts to like someone so much and for them to have no idea how you feel”. Reader looks at them with a sad smile and says “No, I guess I don’t.”
A/N : I truly hope you enjoy this miserable story 😢 I was miserable typing it.
Dick sighed frustrated as he waited to meet up with his best lady friend. It’s you of course! He wasn’t really in the mood for conversing with anybody else. One, was because it was Embarrassing to tell anyone else. Besides he had always confided all of his secrets with you. And two, you were his best friend! Hell, you even knew of his nightly activities on the streets of Gotham and Bludhaven! Besides he knew you well enough to cheer you up when your down and knew what exactly was it that you needed in those times of need. Guilty pleasures Such as movies and junk-food along with different beverages.
You guys often hung out like the best of friends would. He thought he had you all figured out, that he new you so well. The ONLY thing he didn’t know , was your most greatest secret of all time. Something you would never even dare to confess. That secret that you hold so dear to your heart. The kind you just cant seem to say out loud. Was the absolute fact that…that you loved him.
You love him and you’ve always had! He was the first guy friend you e ever made, and he was the only true friend that always stuck around. He always Made you one of his priorities. And of course you did the same in return. But he just didn’t Seem to notice how you truly felt about him. Everytime he talked about Barbra or Kory or any other love interest you hurt feel hurt inside. You feel wounded, profoundly. It hurt that he didn’t even seem to look through your eyes to see the agonizing pain he’s causing you. How he’s slowly killing you inside for not realizing it at all.
You ran up towards the table at the café you two always tend to meet up at and chill for a few minutes before going to work or just hang out together at a park, especially for much needed advice which is mostly needed from Dick’s part. And what he usually tends to ask you was always advice about girls. Other girls that weren’t you. “ y/n, I need you’re help, its about Kory, she’s been avoiding me lately and honestly I think I’ve seen her hanging around some other guys. But they could be friends right? It’s normal, it could be. Just how like we’re best friends! But, I don’t know. I always have that doubt or insecurity you know? Kory’s drop dead gorgeous. She’s everything I could ever possibly want in a woman. But i guess we never really talk about ‘us’ you know? Me and her. It’s usually the flings along with the occasional ‘i love you’s’ but I dont think she truly means it the sane way I do. I…i just love her so much and im so sure of it!” Dick ranted on and on about how much in love he was with Kory.
Every single word was just adding more and more salt to your wounds. They never heal because he has no idea. He was do oblivious to the fact he’s hurting you to an extreme you’ve never knew or felt possible. “ maybe im just overreacting, she definitely loves me, I feel it whenever we’re together, she makes me feel complete. Like we’re meant to be. Shed gotta feel the sane way. I mean we’ve been on and off for a very long time. I think I should confess myself to her entirely… What do you think y/n?” You were fighting back so many hurtful tears and endless sobbing.
That would wait like usual, when you were alone. “ I…i don’t know…i you should do what you feel is best” you said lamely in a slightly weak voice. Dick sighed rolling his eyes playfully at you as he tugged at his hair trying to calm down from his ranting . “ thanks for always listening , but You just don’t know how bad it hurts to like someone so much and for them to have no idea how you feel”. He said taking a long sip of his coffee.
You look at him with a sad smile and say “No, I guess I don’t.” it hurt you so much to hold it all Inside. Honestly the only thing that refrained you from saying anything about it was the fact that you didn’t wanna ruin you’re friendship… You didn’t wanna lose him. You didn’t wanna share him away. You just wanted him to stay. To be around him all the time even if it meant being JUST friends… You looked down used to feeling like crap. It was just another ordinary day for you…nothing special. Heartbreak was everyday.
Dick just didn’t get the memo…